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that was so stupid. this textbox took about three minutes to load up.
our house has been sold after being on the market for about three weeks. that ain’t too shabby. now we are looking for a new + small house to buy or lease. i am hoping that we get something very quaint and quiet with cute tiny rooms! and i want a pillow next to my window so i can read there!
my cousins are flying in from south carolina in like two weeks! that’s pretty exciting, i think, cus i haven’t seen them in like three years; moving to california has been nice, but there’s definitely a lot less family get togethers. but last time the cousins visited, i think they were bored out of their minds. i’m considering not doing working/volunteer service/summer school so someone can hang out with them, but i really don’t want to give up all my summer plans )-:
today as i backed out of my driveway, i hit the water softener. it is not a cylinder anymore, but a tall oval thing instead. it also exploded, and water came FLOODING out of it, so we had to call the police.
“HELLO?! OUR WATER BROKE!” — does that make you think of water pipes or pregnant women going into labor?!
it will probably take a couple hundred to fix. ]-: i feel really bad, because the economy is so shetty right now, but what can i do about it?
My Sister’s Keeper got leaked online! i can’t find a working version, but nowonHD said within 72 hrs, the version i was tryna see will work. hoorah! i am so excited because the boy from CSI:Miami is in the movie ..
my grandpa called today. i forgot to tell my dad! but he is sleeping now OH NO !! i feel bad about that too, because i never ever hear from my grandparents. and i kind of miss them and want to see them before they .. well .. kick the bucket .. NOOO CUTE YEYE, DO NOT LEAVE ME!
i listened to taking back sunday today, because the hcdate told me to, a long time ago (and i was feeling nostalgic, i guess) (dear boy, i do miss you). it seems that everything is about like betchy girls that the boys like anyway .. i was pretty mean — but was i THAT bad ?! *yesprobably
i want to buy a bandeau bikini. (and a shetload of other shets)
and i neeeeeeeeeeed prom pics from my lady.
………. gosh i am such a boring person -.-
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let us wait
.. my titles do not really relate to the posts, btw.
also!
today is prom! merry prom day! i woke up at 10 today, which is really early for me, so i could go to a friend’s house to see her get ready. i didn’t attend this year because i didn’t get asked by anyone i’d be happy to go with. that’s okay though — i’m going next year no matter what! but if i only get asked by weirdos again, i’m going alone!
i am admittedly slightly envious of my sister and my friend who is going. those are some pretty nice boys. (-: cute&nice puts them very high on my imaginary list! but if i got asked this year, i wouldn’t have gone anyway cus i count prom as a ’senior’ thing.
have been trying to get in shape ): summer is great, cus i love the heat, but bikini season means WORK! booo. i’m taking an hour each day to do flabworkout or whatever dna calls it. but i’m trying to gradually do a little more each day, so it might take longer later on ..
also trying to tan. weekends, i am wearing skirts and shorts! someone told me i looked healthier, so i think it’s working. plus when i go to k-mart and there’s those little papers that tell you what concealer you are, i jumped a shade darker! now i’m pale ivory rather than porcelain — it still sucks, but nothing changes in an instant?
yesterday i went to a friend’s house to do a video project. it was all good and dandy until the table that said friend was sitting on broke. then her dad went crazy and i got kind of scared, and even when he calmed down later, it was still awkward.
&today when i was at the friend’s house to watch her get ready for prom, her dad, who does not approve of prom/boys, came home. then my friend had to hide in the bathroom while her dad came home & started screaming at her mom for letting my friend’s sister go .. my friend was wearing her formal dress already & didn’t want her dad to know she was going to, so she hid.
i am a pretty ungrateful kid, but i really do appreciate my parents for being chill enough for me to deal with. not that i’d say that, cus my mom still pisses me off too much. (though she’s cute!)
driver’s test in three days.
i hope i pass, but i’m not bring my hopes up too much! there’s too much that can go wrong, especially when it’s me that’s behind the wheel. as long as i do not get lost on the way there & can have a chance, i will be a happy camper.
school .. has been surprisingly killer — it’s supposed to be chill after aptesting, but no one is following the ‘be chill’ rules! making a game in compsci (based on mario HEHE i don’t get it) & making a musical in spanish (i am a main character, but will have BIG TROUBLE memorizing lines & hitting low notes) & i have 24 poetry explications to write for english (YES, 24, THAT’S RIGHT– and none of the other teachers are doing it!) & we are learning new shet in calc! i am so complainy, but i cannot help it. at least we got to dissect a fetal pig in bio .. that’s pretty fun!
but there’s only like 2.5 more weeks of school. i’ll definitely be counting down! + i cannot wait for harry potter in the summer !! & i hope i can get a fun summer class that i want. i am aiming for signlanguage or german!
my mother is trying to sell our house while my dad is in china. my dad does not know. my mom says that if when my dad comes back and the house is sold, it’ll be like a ’surprise’ and if it’s not sold, then no one needs to mention anything to him .. shady, huh? i like my house fine, thank you very much!
i had chance to work with my homecoming date for my compsci proj but i did not. i kind of regret it, because i do miss him! it’s just that we’re really awkward, so i try to pretend he’s not there. he ignores me too though, so we’re kind of even in this sad way -_-’
niellebaby, i am going to see if i can get onto your myspace so that i can stalk said boy. i js want to check his profile like tomorrow or the day after to see if he has prom pics up (so i can see if he went with someone!) i am definitely creepy, i must admit.
my posts are always so very very long!
-_-’
good bye
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bring on the heat
hi my favorite kids!
happy may HAPPY MAY! you know what that means? it means SUMMER. still, the weather seems to be trying to hide what it’s true identity should bring .. and that is SOME MORE DEGREES !!! dear sun, please show your face soon.
i got new glasses to match my grandpa. yes, they are rather on the cooler side, but possibly do not match the shape of my head. and they are also not anti-glare which means that shiny things make huge huge bursts of shininess!
today i went to the nixon library for an extra credit scavenger hunt. that dude was pretty cool, according to his library — & his wife too! i also saw ladylady @ the old middle school & we watched choir. there was an extremely cute and small filipino boy who flipped his hair a lot. the choir sang what we sang back in eighth grade! oh those great days ..
i’m tryna load 17again right now on my computer. it’s loading slowly and the quality ain’t that great, but i heard it was good, so i want to see it. ): i will wait like the patient person that i am ! 
my sister has stolen my laptop! she took it and stuck it in her room when i went to state & now she says i cannot go into her room. and she always says that we share clothes so we can buy things together, except she still gets mad when i wear her stuff. normally, that wouldn’t bother me, but if she gets mad at me for wearing clothes she buys with MY money from MY job, then i gotta problem. wtv though. i’m js giving her half of my paycheck now & so we’ll each get our OWN moneys and our OWN clothes & i think we’ll both be happy campers this way ..
i HATE my job.
but if i can still get work over the summer, i’d love that! i need dinero for shopping .. that will be some GREAT SUMMER FUN! more fun than summer lovin’ in grease. (btw guys, it’s on channel 46 right now and it’s GR8 so watch it if ya haven’t seen it — i saw it like 20931 times so i’m not watching right now!) & i was looking at dooney&bourke and burberry and j.crew with my mom + aunt, and i have realized that there’s SO much stuff that i want. ): & i really like that peace necklace on etsy that is too pricey for me ):
http://ny-image0.etsy.com/il_430xN.53619924.jpg
it is 32 dollars -_-’
i think i spend like hours looking at jewelry on etsy. and i especially love looking at the steampunk stuff. they just look so .. well, COOL!
to do over the summer;
* buy dresses!
* find/keep a job
* get my keys done B)
* buy those 12$ pants at f21
* buy a lanyard (i really want one .. -___-)
* learn how to make jewelry & sew better
* finish steph’s scarf
* make a yoke for a shirt — crochet detail on clothes make them much more expensive!
* YAY for more shopping — buy shirts!
* clean my room -_-x
* GET A FREAKING TAN
* buff it up! (aka move honey)
* paint my shoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
that is all i can think of for now, but it’s a pretty long list already ..
coming up soon!
* bio jeopardy @ boba place !
* may 5 apspanish! test
* may 6 apcalculusldfjlsk (< this one will kill me most) test
* may 8 apu.s. history test
* may 11 apbio test !
* may something – alternate ap compsci test?
* may 19 – pomona dmv test! (DO NOT GET LOST AGAIN ARGH)
kay well i gotta do somee essay writing or else Joanna the Scary shall kill me.
i think henryliu should ask me to prom NEXT year (senior year). but that’s my thought of the moment, and it may change by then .. B) darnit that girl i’m trying to avoid is friends with him -__x so my thought has changed -.-
if i do not get a date, dressing as a boy really DOES sound like fun to me! i’d love to wear a tie and slacks! and maybe a vest to cover boobage. but i’d bind it anyway 
+ wear a pimphat = WHOA supcool dogs
pues .. termine!
espero que recibire buenas calificaciones en los examenes en las proximas semanas ! ♥
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and so it is
hehe midnight has passed already. why do i stay up so late when i never get anything done? as of now, i have finished 0% of my homework and have napped for about three hours. does that even count as a nap, or is that just plain sleeping ?!
almost AP testing .. it shows in the new fierce attitudes of teachers who used to let me sleep in class ): dammmmmmmmmn. on the other hand, almost testing means testing is almost over! then my classes will be chiller than ever, and i will be such a happy camper .. until next year, that is! thank goodness for summer! i can hardly wait for it’s arrival
set a curve on my bio test! i was an EXTREMELY blissful lady until i realized i can’t A in bio anyway. hah. at least the teacher seems to be okay with me now. today, i raised my hand in class and asked what a scallop was. the doc answered my question and gave me a smile! normally she kind of ignores me, but that doesn’t really bother me so wtvs.
it’s star testing week! i LOVE it! the material is so cinchy, but i was stuck a bit on the CSU placement tests -_-” i guess i will just do dummy math in college because i really did not know what was going on. testing week means I AM GOING TO SCHOOL AT 10:30 tomorrow! will picnic in the morning w/ the amigas + my hermana & her novio.
i also get to miss school on friday to do some weirdo test that i have to go on a plane for! this was a great excuse to buy new pantyhose though. i do love that stuff, HEH. but i didn’t study so i won’t know what’s going on down in san jose.
i cut 11 inches of my hair for locks of love. it is kinda not great looking, especiallyyy if i do not brush it, holy moly!
i also ordered different glasses online on april1st. they are grampy glasses that have yet to arrive! i emailed them though, and they said SOON! so i must wait. sister is killing my inbox with too much ebay activity. i think we are getting too addicted to online shopping ..
summer means swimming means EXERCISE? i want to be as buff as zac efron in 17 again, which i’m still dying to watch. word. i also heard the hannah montana movie was kinda on the pretty good side, so i wanna see that too! ALSOOOO, i still want to see HSM3 on a nice quality screen. and angels & demons by danbrown is coming out on may 15th. and i wanted to see knowing about that thing w/ numbers that predicted the occurrences of natural disasters !!
i’ve been watching boys over flowers (krn version). it is extremely dramatic and cute and OH GOSH why don’t nice romances happen in real life?
hoping to go to swap meet to get nice keys w/ designs on them. if i ever get them, i’ll take pics! driver license testing on tuesday .. i’d say wish me luck, but i really don’t think it’ll help. i’m doing it early so i can do more retakes after failed attempts. gah.
wishes for good food and greater days.
twitter addictions ! — fmldiana
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idgaf anymore (not)
so nowadays, it seems like my sister is pretty depressed. she didn’t get into the colleges that she had wanted to, but it’s not the end of the world! it just means an extra two years or so of studying. (that’s not TOO bad, i think.)
but her rejection letters make me think of when mine will come. (it’s inevitable, really.) her grades and shet were all pretty much the same as mine, so my mom is thinking i should jump at the chance if i get accepted into some college that i’m not so big on atm. that’s pretty sad. so really, why do i bother with studying and the like anymore?
i’ve been reading other people’s blogs from my school & i see all these like drugs and shet that are being flaunted around. i mean, really? if some authority person sees, BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN! i think kids should have their fun, definitely, but guys, keep it to yourselves! my paranoia spurs my imagination into thinking of some PRETTY HEFTY CONSEQUENCES!
aced english quiz today.
found out i got an 87 and a 62 on my apbio test. really do not know how the 62 happened — i thought i did pretty well because my scantron was at like a B and essays usually raise me, but this time it dropped me tremendously! (obviously.) apparently, i’m crap at drawing sarcomeres .. & now there is no chance of getting an A in bio anymore. One bad test score = no second chances;
finding calc REALLY REALLY hard to understand.
same with apcs. i’m on AIM right now waiting for my jumping bug project partner to IM me, but he doesn’t seem to be coming on .. (DUDE! I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR 1.5 HRS! — & i always HIDE from people (invisi) when i’m on the computer, so this guy better be somewhat appreciative!)
sick. AGAIN? second time in two weeks. california’s supposed to be pretty hot, but i’m not seeing the sun people think of when they think CALI.
kenee, dw about your triggo! yanno what sucks MORES? i got an 89.7 in trig and the teacher wouldn’t bump me to a 90! stupid cute fobby-brit teachers.
hell project due on thursday — this assignment sounds pretty fun! draw your personal hell. mine will include school, balding, and many healthy foods. not sure about furniture yet .. i don’t really have any furniture types i really hate and would put in hell. but furniture is a mandatory part of the assignment. HUH?
really really wish i could get more sleep!
sister’s birthday was on sunday, so hb to her! cute sister of grumpy doom.
bought some 8dollar glasses online. yes, they are prescription! cannot wait to get them, but i really hope i put in the correct numbers for my bad-eyesight-level! also cannot wait to get my hair chopped off in april for locks for love. my hair is really driving me crazy.
dw guys, will not lay off my attempts to do semi-well in school -
i miss
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excuse me while i go die
thank you. (& sorry)
*six page paper on gatsby – why is the contrast between the colors green and grey important in the story?
— LIKE ANYONE CARES?! it’s a good story. read it, enjoy it. ARGH.
*apush radio broadcast
— I HATE GROUP PROJECTS because auntiejanekug will kill me when i do not get my part in on time (which is sadly like 3 days before due date)
*spanish project ??
— culture of spain. DO I CARE? (yes, actually i’m very interested.) i feel like my group is .. not as smart as i wish they are. ): except this one dude but he keeps talking in korean.
*AP TESTING IN 6 WEEKS.
— prepare for melting.
SCENARIOS OF A HAPPINESS
- if i lived in the victorian era, i would not need to go to school. all i would need to know how to do was sew. i can sew. and knit! i can totally learn that. and draw! i love art! AHHH i was born in the wrong time.
- if the feminist movement had not succeeded, women would not need to get educations. HENCE i would not be in school. and i would not have to go kill myself.
- if i lived in the wizarding world, i would have to write about spells, charms, potions, and various other things i’d be INTERESTED in. fml?
- if i were a caveman, i would not need to think. period.
- if i were a boy, i would not have to think while on my period. period. this is kind of irrelevant, but i still think it’s a nice scenario.
- if i died, i would not have to go to school. THE END! but then i’d end up in hell (not a nice situation) or reincarnated as a cricket. (ew, bugs?)
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if you seek amy and my life
freak ! it’s 3am. so really, what am i still doing up? oh yeah — i just finished apcalc and apenglish and now i’m going to study for apush and then sleep. for an hour? to wake up and do apbio and study for apcs? why am i so not on top of things 
i feel like i’m working my ass off just to go to some second-rate uc.
my mom recently asked me if i’d mind waiting another five years before going to college or whatever, because with the economy as it currently is, they’re going to have some trouble sending two kids to college at the same time.
i said i wouldn’t mind -
really, i think i’d be glad for a break and an excuse to not be going off to some nationally acclaimed uc. better to say “oh, i can’t because of the economy” than “oh, i can’t because school screwed me over and i couldn’t keep up!” really though, if i end up somewhere really crappy and everyone else goes forward to become successes, i think i’d rather be forgotten than have people like “she tried but didn’t get anywhere.”
when did i get this cynical -_-”
don’t want shet to happen to me, so i am going to go to bed early (wtf no it’s not) so i can wake up early!
hello world, i’ll be seeing you again in a little under an hour.
but on a more positive note:
* YAY KENIX YOU GOT MY LETTER & i’m sorry i thought you were so old! i will wait for the imminent arrival of your response
* LADY, good on you mate for not going on the computer anymore in order to focus on school. you are definitely someone i aspire to be but i will be missing you even more than before, w/o the constant facebook communications.
btw, if you STILL don’t like britney spears (that’s you wnr), my post title is a song of hers! say the first part fast — i hope you get it ’cause it’s pretty cool.
www.goodreads.com
xwotcher@mugglenet.com
In an interview with Creme magazine, Rpattz, 22, revealed that a female fan stood outside his apartment for the duration of Little Ashes‘ filming in Spain.
“She stood outside of my apartment every day for weeks—all day every day,” the actor said.
And as opposed to throwing fits and threatening litigation, he knew the antidote to her fiery Pattinson passion: Bore her with his mopey personality.
“I was so bored and lonely that I went out and had dinner with her,” the actor said. “I just complained about everything in my life and she never came back.”
Now Rob can advise other coveted stars on how to clear their paths of clingers.
“People get bored of me in, like, two minutes,” said Pattinson.
We bet it’s a sweet two minutes.
taken from here:
http://www.celebuzz.com/robert-pattinson-treats-stalker-dinner-s84811/
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i will go down with this ship
i wish my mother would not ask me to clean up ): i think i lose respect for her each time she does, even though it’s a perfectly reasonable request. but i feel like if she did her cleaning housey stuff for less than half the time i’m at school(7hrs), work(3hrs), and homeworking(5hrs), then the house would be clean in no time! really, what’s she got to do at home anyway?
asdfjkl; ! i’m definitely going to hire a house-cleaner when my kids get to highschool. that’s if i have kids. and they make it to highschool. -_-” i don’t care if they have to eat less for me to get one either!
but then again, these complaints are really just based on the fact that i’m lazy as hell.
i went to capital/capitol(sp?!?!) with lady yesterday.
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a207/cacklesxd/ONCUE/Picture.png
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a207/cacklesxd/ONCUE/Picture1.png
we had good cake and good food and good times <3
tomorrow is Dianna the Charitable’s birthday. for her present, she requested that all her friends pitch in money to help her buy a sheep. she doesn’t get to keep it, but paying $45 can save it from being slaughtered, and it gets moved to some open land so it can live the good life! she saw the website that offers the service in the O magazine (oprah magazine) also, to celebrate her birthday, we are going to volunteer where the tri-county fire was and plant trees with the One Air organization. appreciate, man. appreciate!
happy chinese new year! “ for monday (:
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life sucks and then you die
– quote by jacob from twilight? ew, i sound like an avid twilighter. i shouldn’t really be complaining or saying anything like that though, because admittedly, i am one. -_-”
oh gosh wnr! it’s almost your birthday! i’m going to be writing you your birthday letter as soon as i finish writing this thing !
onto more depressing things ):
finals week! arghh! that means the end of the grading period and a 0percent chance that my grades will go up. this means that i am ending the semester with 1 A and 5 B’s. — this is why the title of my post is what it is. the sad thing is, i know i could do better if i only stopped going on the computer so much. i mean SURE, i do spend tons of time doing homework and crap already, but i know people who spend so much more and, well, just gosh! they are such inspirations.
the sad this is, one of my friends said to me “whoa, those are your grades? i had such high hopes for you!” ARGH BOO YOU SCREW YOU stupidhead grr. but she is right in saying i spent way too little time on school. so next semester, no computer-fun on weekdays! eff my life -_-
so one of my friends just sent me this:
http://www.oprah.com/article/spirit/knowyourself/200901_omag_beck_rat_race
she is an oprah addict — for her 16th birthday last year, i got her a subscription to the O magazine. (which i haven’t figured out how to cancel because she wants a sheep this year ?_?) but the article is pretty cool and dreadfully sad and extremely true! but then again, true things make me scared of life so the article doesn’t really make me happy. it’s still interesting though! 
at school today, i found out that my spanish teacher was teaching bad grammar. HELLO ?? que es este?! she was like, “well it’s not like people talk following grammar rules exactly — in english, when saying like .. ‘oh if i was a dog, i’d go to school,’ the words are supposed to be ‘oh if i were a dog, i’d go to school,’ but no one says it that way.” HELLOO AGAIN?!?!!? YES THEY DO. ahggdj if i go to spain now, i’ll probably be bashed for my bad spanish and it’ll be her fault! (but i’m probably just pissed because i suck at spanish.)
yesterday i dreamed i was with that particular boy.
and i dreamed we were on some kind of a DATE! and it was awkward but kind of nice and gee i kind of miss him. i saw him walking today and i just STARED for like 6 seconds and now i’m just embarrassed. -_-” ughghhgghhg. why did i pick such a difficult boy to like ?!?! well actually i started liking him when he was less difficult and i was more normal and social, so i guess this is not my fault entirely. (:
other notes ..
* life sucks
* new dollies @ http://soyandwindows.deviantart.com/art/yarn-109043972
* i got 50k on wordchallenge but it was on sister’s account -.-
* lack of sleep led me to sleep 16hrs on friday
* i studied chapter 27 of my biology book for 4 hours
* .. did i mention life sucks?
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feliz ano nuevo, amigos. B)
hi wnr + invictusbby
i will not answer your tag thing cus i read over it and there is no way in tarnation that i will be able to remember all that stuff!!
i went to lasvegas for my xmas vacation thingy. it was fun. i took dianna-qt who is my tall twin (she has a taller name than me !) and she took many many super cute pictures that make me squeal. that is all? it was a fun trip, though i think she was rather reluctant to go .. (she complained about the flaming inferno of her lips for much of the time) 
also saw .. the CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON! three hr long movie, but i highly recommend it because it was super sad and cute and OH GOSH just so “): O: ): “- ish. yeah. i cried because of how poignant it was ! and i wouldn’t say i’m THAT great of a crier. usually tears don’t leak from my eyes unless the case is about food (like when sister eats my food & i wanted it)
new years resolutions:
* do hw at least 89/90 times.
* ESTUDIAR, HOMBRE. !!
* get my effing bio grade from a 78.5 to a 80.0 ): ): ): seems kinda impossible at this point though .. -_-”
* at least 3 90+’s and 3 80+’s. i wish for more, but life sucks and then you die.
* 43 kg? wishfulllllllllllllllll lol
* see my lovely ladyfriend at least 10 times throughout year
* stop complainingg about school when I’M NOT DOING ANYTHINGG
* stop ignoring the nice&scary boy
* don’t cry when hair comes off
okay well yep!
lol i have to erase history in case juanito sees this again. -_- who the heck even looks through history except for someone as creepy as HERR!? but she bought me boba today so she’s aiight !!
vegas pics on fb
i am going to cut my hair sometime in january/february to donate for cancer wig people. 11 inches ! it’ll be like as short as yours, wnr
and i will watch mamma mia while counting down to new year tonight, i think. B)
LADYFRIEND i cannot find another shirt for you so expect weird things. also i hope you have not been to the mall very often or else you will recognize some prices i would not be very happy with if the presents were for me ..
merry christmas and a happy new year!
love, yours truly.
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